
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Time taken to read - 3 days
Pages - 618
Publisher - Piatkus
Source - Bought
Blurb from Goodreads
He wants to save her. She wants to hide.
She's damaged. He's determined.
Fate brought them together. Love binds them.
Johnny Kavanagh is the definition of popular. He is an all-star rugby player with loads of friends, which means he should be enjoying the many perks of his life. But what people don't know is that he has been dealing with a painful injury that could halt the magnificent trajectory of his career. This means he has no time for distractions or mistakes. Especially not a girlfriend.
Shannon Lynch has been bullied all her life. She is shy and would rather hide herself away to make it through school. But when she arrives at Tommen College for a fresh start, she meets the notorious Johnny Kavanagh on her first day in a not-so-romantic way. What follows is a complicated friendship that turns into undeniable chemistry. It seems that Shannon won't be able to hold onto the anonymous status she once hoped for. But maybe that's alright?
Johnny won't give up on Shannon. No matter what it might cost them both.
My Review
This is my first time reading this author, I kept seeing this series all over Booktok and Bookstagram so I had serious FOMO (fear of missing out). We know it is Shannon and Johnny romancey, she starts at his school, she is fifteen, moved to the private school as a last resort. Johnny is the catch, rubgy star, seventeen and attraction hits them both. That was the jist of what I had heard and knew but I absolutely was not prepared for what all it was. Folk saying oh get your tissues ready so I was thinking girl loves boy, boy ends up loving girl but inevitable heartache/break of some description, guys!!!!!
Chapter one gives you a heads up of the darkness and deep hard hitting issues, Shannon is tiny for her age, she has been horrifically bullied, like so so bad pretty much her whole life. That is essentially chapter one and this getting to the new school is the last chance for her. The dark themes are woven through and for folks who get triggered this book really hits some dark topics and authentically so. Like I said if the author has not experienced this first hand then she has done intense deep research because ooft.
The book absolutely covers the attraction of the two teens and how drastically different their lives and circumstances are. Domestic violence, domestic abuse, beatings, bullying, intimidation, failure to thrive, lack of protection at home are hugely central themes and really knocked me a bit reading it. Depending on your own history, experiences and survival stories will absolutely impact how deep this book can affect you. Ooft it was emotive for me and called a lot of stuff up from a long buried past, honestly either Walsh has survived it herself or has done impressive research!
Shannon is a wee scone, she is kind, sweet, unassuming, grateful - you just want to protect her - I recognise that wee lassie. Then you have the bullying humiliation she has endured and she is still the sweetest wee soul. Johnny is different, like so far on the opposite end of the scale, money, looks, head hunted, impressive physique, talent, respected. When him and the boys chat they are very much seventeen and very active. Johnny tends to be more experienced with older women and they talk quite crass as a lot of teen boys do so if you are offended by certain types of "locker room" chat again just a heads up.
Someone said have the next book ready for when you finish this and I appreciate the heads up because my response was NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, WHAT?!?!?!? that being said I did need to pick up a lighter read and genre switch because this book is very dark at times and harder hitting if you have any personal experience. Absolutely need to be reading book two asap because gurl needs to know!!! 4.5/5
